You gave me all your all love, all i gave back was goodbye....

Hey, know what? I regretting make some choices now. It's really kinda hard to explain. I should appreciated him. Know what? He was the first guy who remember my birthday, drew me 2 drawings, a card, & a cake. I should have appreciate him, at that point when he gave me everything, and tore the ex-girlf's card. I admit. I've already fall for you. But, i'm really very silly. I should have told him at that point. Maybe now, i'll be with him.......... but everything is fate right? Choices have consequences. Now i've to face all the consequences all alone. It hurts. I'm serious. It's like tearing me off from the inner part. Well, outer part of me, still me. That very silly stupid girl. Inner part of me, it's flooded with blood, sadness and every other things. Haven see him for so long. :( I miss you hoihoi. I really do. I'm still your one and only oioi. Time past people change, maybe you don't remember oioi any more. But it's okay, that's the consequence i'm facing alone right now. 28 more days to my sweet 16. I don't feel any special about it. If, he was around. It would be the best. :) Well, gonna work harder now. I failed math & english. :( Totally killed me when i saw my report card. I will go to DPA if i can. :) I don't wanna go ite. Sec 5 also can. i'll buck up and jiayou de. ;D